I find being a stay-at-home Mom both very rewarding and yet very challenging at times. I think one of the most challenging aspects of it is that my kids hear me teach them from sun-up to sun-down who God wants them to live and yet we are all together and they are watching ME from sun-up to sun-down as well. The good and the bad... The other toughy is that sometimes in a low moment of self-pity I wonder what it would be like to have the admiration of a boss, of co-workers, of the public. AND I wonder what it would be like to get a paycheck every other week, or so. But like I said, those thoughts come in moments of weakness and I am almost immediatly reminded in different ways why I feel so strongly that God has called me to this "profession".
Two such things happened today:
1.) We were driving in the car and I was mentioning that a neighbor asked me if I knew any good babysitters in the area and I was talking out loud saying that I assumed they were hinting if I wanted to do that. I was weighing the pros and cons to myself and of course, my Praetoria doesn't miss A THING! Then I said something like, "It would just be nice to make some money to help Daddy out." Prae immediately spoke up and (assuming I meant going out to get a job) said, "Mom! We wouldn't be able to LIVE without you for even a week!!!"
2.) Tonight I was getting the kids moving toward bedtime and told them to go to their rooms, but they could read a while. Sweet Silas just got a model car today that he is working on for the fair next weekend. He asked very politely if he could start working on that instead. I said he could, but only in his room. You know where this is going...He comes running up the stairs with the most terrified look on his face and says, "Mom, don't be mad, BUT... I spilled a little bit of paint on my carpet." By the time I got down there he was madly scrubbing a spot the size of a dinner plate that was as black as black could be. This is model car paint, mind you. Not easy wash out Crayola! I ran and got the Laquer Thinner from the garage as fast as I could, scrubbed and scrubbed and would you believe we got most of it out!? It stunk to high heaven so we opened the window, moved Si and his fish into the girls' room, turned on a fan, and shut the door. After I was done praying with them Si turns to me and says, "Mom, I am SO sorry about that!! And thanks for not getting angry at me."
So as you can see I got paid TWICE today!